Do You Carry Off Duty?

Well, do you carry off duty? I certainly hope so. However, I have heard a lot of reasons why some officers don't. Things like:

• Hey, I'm on my own time!
• My wife doesn't like guns around when we go out together.
• I don't want to have to dress for carrying.
• I'm not into guns. It's just a tool I have to carry around when I'm working. I'm not carrying it when I'm not working.

Now, I do recognize that people get into police work for a variety of reasons, and getting to shoot someone should not be one of them. But the possibility comes with the job. Something else that comes with the job, whether we like it or not, is the 24/7 responsibility. You may not plan it that way, but that is the way it is. You may think you can avoid being involved when you are off duty, and maybe you can most of the time. In fact, maybe you should. Some of the ugliest internal affairs investigations I know of got that way because an officer involved himself in something while off duty when he should have left well enough alone. I'm not saying you should run away, but sometimes the best place to see your name is in the Reporting Party or Witness box on the report form. But what happens if you really do need to act quickly and decisively to prevent death or grave bodily harm? If you left your gun in the car, or back at home, or in your locker at the department, you may find yourself, or people you care about, in the Victim section.

You can't be a cop for very long without being aware of the dangerous nature of dealing with the public. You know other human beings who are going about their business in a very different manner from everyone else. You'd think that knowing that would be enough incentive to be prepared for the worst, even if you are hoping for the best. Some officers seem to think that when they take off the uniform, including all of the equipment, they take off the dark side of the human experience. Well, to a degree this may be so. When you are off duty, you can go into avoidance mode, raise the drawbridge, if you will, and keep the outside world away. That doesn't really work, of course, because you still have domestic duties, some sort of a social life and you can't hide in your house for long. But, when you do go out, you don't have to look for trouble, right? What if trouble finds you? Just recently, a young Los Angeles County Deputy was shot while he was walking just outside his home. Suddenly, a car pulled up next to him, the lone occupant shouted an expletive indicating his dislike for the Sheriff's Department and then he began shooting. The Deputy sustained two non-life threatening but potentially crippling wounds to his leg. His attacker obviously knew he was a Sheriff's Deputy and was intent on ambushing him. The Deputy was not armed. He reportedly had left his off-duty gun in his car.