CLINTON, Md. -- Many of us wonder, in a life or death situation, what would we do?
Less than a week ago, two Holocaust Memorial Museum special police officers shot a man who had attacked and killed their colleague.
What they did likely saved many more lives, but they both remain terribly shaken. And Monday 9NEWS NOW spoke to them for the first time.
"Trying to put it in perspective," says Jason McCuiston." Try and suck it in. But only time will tell."
McCuiston had only been working at the Holocaust Museum for 6 weeks. Harry Weeks had been there two months.
Besides each other -- they'd made one more good friend.
"His heart was a big as he was, 6'6", 280 pounds," says McCuiston of murdered officer Stephen Johns. Johns opened the museum door wide for James von Brunn, his alleged killer.
And police say von Brunn returned the kindness by pointing a rifle at the young father's chest and pulling the trigger.
"He gave his life," says Weeks. "It was uncommon valor. And he died in the line of duty. He was a good man, and he didn't deserve to die this way."
Their bosses have asked McCuiston and Weeks not to talk about what happened next. But we know they responded quickly, firing 8 shots at von Brunn and critically wounding him. Doctors expect the notorious anti Semite and white supremacist will survive.
"He's 88 years old," says Weeks. "It's just unbelievable. To have so much hate. For a man who is supposed to be from the greatest American generation."
McCuiston and Weeks weren't even supposed to be there. They had agreed to work overtime to handle a late night crowd.
But when the crisis came to them. they responded. "Tell you the truth, I can't even recall," says McCuiston. "So I would have to say it was the training."
But they're still shaken by the loss of their friend and the sight of a son now without a father. They're not sure they're ready to go back to work.
"I hope it never happens again," says McCuiston. "But if it were, you don't want to be there at 50 percent. You don't want to put anyone else at jeopardy. You want to be at 100 percent."
They may have saved many more lives. But right now, they say they're having a tough time dealing with the loss of just one: Stephen Johns.
Republished with permission of WUSA-TV.